eventually, perpetuality has to stop (vision pt. II)

I had to convince myself to come back. I did it by coming to deciding where to go and when.... I figured, I can go away later, I think I can remember the way... but if do go away, can I find my way back? do I hold on to home, cling to mother, and only explore while I've got a tether.... am I unable to let go? holding on to only what I know, rather than being willing to let go and fling myself in a single direction, truly unable to find my way back, or maybe just wait until later, make sure the entirety of me is with me when I finally start.

-B